Random Writing from Years Past

The tears

For fear

For LOVE

For sheer exhaustion
The rollercoaster of emotions

PURE LOVE

PURE HATE

PURE JOY

PURE RAGE
RAW feelings screaming, tearing, roaring

through my veins, my heart, my soul
Sometimes I wish I was a flatliner

You know, one of them -

Those people without stories

Those people, always calm

Those people - not me -

Never get excited

Never get angry

Never get happy to the point of tears
Then I think

"What kind of world would I have?

No reaction to colors of the rainbow

No reaction to smells of autumn, cookies

No reaction to sounds of symphonies or babies gurgling

No reaction to touch of a lover's skin

No reaction to wine - or CHOCOLATE!"
I'll take the world I have

Full of turmoil and torment

Full of joy at sunbeams and moonbeams

I'll ride my rollercoaster

(Oh, the agony - I cry in line, then once in awhile I do it again)